‘ OK, once more time, ah-ee-ooh-eh-oh…hahaha! Hello, God bless you.”
What am I doing now? I’m doing a smiling practice in front of the mirror.”
In my childhood, people used to say I laughed readily smiling with my eyes. At some point, however, my beautiful smile and laugh just disappeared, ever since I started to get greedy and earthly. At the same time, I couldn't lead any one single soul to Zion.
Now I come to practice laughing and smiling in front of the mirror.
I sometimes nod my head and practice narrating the introduction of our church. I also practice smiling watching the shape of my mouth and eyes. As it gets so awkward, I have some convulsion around my mouth. Unlike smiling and laughing, making a grimace and expressionless face were more comfortable.
‘How could it be more comfortable? I must have been expressionless for a long time. Did I not laugh that seriously?’
Looking at the mirror, I started to change my look and raise the tone of my voice. Then all of a sudden, Mother in calendar jumped to the eyes.
Mother with full of benevolence and smile at all times. In spite of promising to resemble Her repeatedly, I didn't even change my expression, which gets my thoughts once again.
Mother with full of benevolence and smile at all times. In spite of promising to resemble Her repeatedly, I didn't even change my expression, which gets my thoughts once again.
As I made a resolution to ‘glorify Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother’ with a smiling face, I come to get the strength. Somehow, it seems to have good news. Comparing to my little hope to preach the good news with a laughing practice looking at the mirror, Heavenly Mother did me much more favor. To this child having no fruits for long time, She allowed me to bear a beautiful fruit. Now, I could understand practicing laughing delivers hope and courage not only to me but to all people in this world.
It is surely a God’s gift to let all lost children make a laugh of Heavenly happy sound, though we all lost it in the life of pain and agony, wearing the sinful clothes on the earth.
“Ha-ha! Ho-ho!”
I sincerely pray I could finally preach the gospel with a smile some day.
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